From the wall u see a movement ....an animal approaching....silently it stop ...watches u as it slinks ever so closer with each padded step ... Stay calm ...u tell ur self .. There is nothing to fear ..
But suddenly panic seizes u in a death grip ...squeezing the breath out of u and turn ur knees to Jell-O ... Your heart starts slam-dancing inside of ur chest ..your mouth turns to cotton ...and BAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U smash the little spider that to u look gigantic ... Ridiculous right??? How can anyone experience so much fear at the sight of such small animal...Well I am ... i can not stand the little creatures like spiders... what if they r poisonous ??? Anyhow .. i do have a phobia..... Vermiphobia .... the fear of maggots .... ughhhh sometimes i cannot eat rice ...cause it looks like little maggots ... or spagetti cause it looks like a family of worms ... uggghhhhh again ....
this is what really triggered it ... Like i was living in sweden and i lived in an apartment on second floor which was the top floor ... and i had a balcony . So one day it was a beautiful spring day and the sun was shining and i woke up really in a good mood and made some coffey ... and since it was such beautiful morning i wanted to catch some sun so i desided to go out on my patio with my coffey and enjoy the sun for a min ... So i open the balcony and im barefoot and go out and i step into something soft and nasty and the sound i heard was nasty like a fartlike sound hahahahahaha So anyway i look down and all this maggots is all over my foot !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ...i trew my coffey cup which broke on the patio floor ..... screamd my lungs out ...and people thought i was getting stabbed or murdered and they all look up and i am crying ...and screaming and see i had stepped in a dead birds body .... I shake off the maggots screaming still ..just panicking ...thinking they will start eating off of me ... so i run in the bathroom and scrub my feets under water call my mom thats a nurse and ask if the maggots can crawl under the toe nails and start eating off of u ... and shes like noooo they eat dead meat bla bla bla bla .... and so anyway after that i decided i will be cremated when i die ... that is soooooooo nasty . Not that i will be aware of my body when im dead ...or maby i will ...who knows .. but i aint going to be some lunch buffet for the maggots ... Soooo so grosse ... I have a friend that has written paper to donate his body to the Body Farm ...Its like they when ur dead they put u in a trunk of the car and see ..study and regester like every hour like how ur body compose and the flies lay egg and all that nasty shit ... or in the woods ..or they put u in water tank or ..different scenarios to see what will happend so that when murders do occur they know how long u been dead and so on ... no hell no i couldnt do that ...I will be cremated ...and thats that ...
Then i also has this friend on fbook ...now hes from Africa and he use to always tell me he had this family of worms living in his stommach and that he tried to take medecin and many dies and he poop em out and sometimes has to pull em out hahahahahahaha sooooo grosse ... but it wont die entierly and so the one left makes babies or whatever and he is always full of worms and this grossed me out so thats why i have a hard time eating spagetti .... it looks like a family of worms .... So ...yeah ... i love potatoes ...hahahahahahahaha my favorite ... juss saying ...
Thursday, October 31, 2013
Letter to the future
So I desided to send my self some emails to the future ... One email I sent to October 2014 forgot the date lol ...and one I sent to year 2016 December 30th my bday . It will be very interesting to see if they will pop up ... he he ...and also how ur life look like in the future and what u were thinking in the past .. If u would like to send ur self some emails to the future u can go here http://www.futureme.org/ Say hello to ur self in the future ....he he
Lucid Dream
Hello ...good eavning ... I just got home and its after midnight ...bed time... which made me thing of Lucid dreams ....
Lucid dreaming is awareness of the fact that you are dreaming.... and this awareness can range from very faint recognition of the fact ... to something as momentous as a broadening of awareness beyond what has ever been experienced even in waking life.
Lucid dreams usually occur while a person is in the middle of a regular dream and suddenly realizes that they are dreaming.... Once you realize this... you have the ability to control your dreams...which is pretty much the most essential part of lucid dreaming....
Lucid dreaming is helpful for people who frequently experience nightmares as it gives them a chance to take control of their dreams.... thats what I used to have for years and years ..once I learned how to control my dreams my world changed ... everything i see... feel.. taste... hear and smell can sometimes be as authentic as reality.....
Lucid dreaming is awareness of the fact that you are dreaming.... and this awareness can range from very faint recognition of the fact ... to something as momentous as a broadening of awareness beyond what has ever been experienced even in waking life.
Lucid dreams usually occur while a person is in the middle of a regular dream and suddenly realizes that they are dreaming.... Once you realize this... you have the ability to control your dreams...which is pretty much the most essential part of lucid dreaming....
Lucid dreaming is helpful for people who frequently experience nightmares as it gives them a chance to take control of their dreams.... thats what I used to have for years and years ..once I learned how to control my dreams my world changed ... everything i see... feel.. taste... hear and smell can sometimes be as authentic as reality.....
With conscious control.... you can then explore your private dreamscape as if it were a virtual reality world.... Sounds cool???? You have no idea...
A fully lucid dream is rich and detailed .... sometimes with even greater awareness than you have right now... like 360-degree vision or existing in two places at the same time...
Because it all takes places in your mind... the dream world has no physical laws...
Anything you can conceive of comes true..... You can control your dreams and warp Matrix like Neo... fly over cities like Ironman.... slow down time Inception-style... have sex with anyone... fight like a ninja....In fact..... the possibilities of lucid dreaming are limitless...
The hit movie Inception has popularized lucid dreaming and given us new triggers for our night-time musings - from lucid dreams-within-dreams to working with subconsciously-driven dream figures....
The movie was written and directed by a real life lucid dreamer..... Chris Nolan...
Often when im lucid,... i choose to exit the dream scene and find somewhere new to explore...
I like to summon up scenes of nature ... step into them via a dream door or simply teleport there...
So when I go to bed I always say ...fasten ur bed belt cause u going for a ride ...he he ...gnite ..
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Ugggghhh work drama
Good eavning ...Yesterday i did nothing but sleep ...i was tierd from my job ... drama when on there .. First this graveyard guy ..working 11 pm to 7 am had aparently stole a porn magazin and had gon in the employee bathroom and wanked off ... squerting sperm on the whole magazin ...My store manager found it behind some boxes the next day and took it up with gloves and pit it in a plastic bag and started ofcause investigate ...hahahahahah
i was like ...woooowwww u can do that stuff at home dude ?? Besides ...customers enter the store and walk out with whatever they would like ... cash regesters not secured ... i was like thats crazy and dudes wanking off in the bathroom.. ... then 2 days later ...another graveyard dude flipped out and treathening another employee calling him a bich and for him to go out cleaning the cappuchino mashines like a bitch he is and threatening to beat him up .. and so dude that was threatend called manager while he was locked up in the office and other dude banging and kicking on the door to come the f***k out ... so he called the police ...meanwhile customers just take whatever they want and walk out without paying and shit just hit the fan when police came ... so dude got fierd ... or he said he quit ..lol... Today i woke up and went down to fat burger to use the wi fi .. and i was skyping with modd for a copple of hours ... Hes my galaxy ... and now im updating Java so i can watch Oblivion online ... gotto see it since everyone talking bout it ... Modd is due to wake up soon too and it is getting late here so im hoping i will have time ... well so far so good ..... ta taaa ... c u Later....
i was like ...woooowwww u can do that stuff at home dude ?? Besides ...customers enter the store and walk out with whatever they would like ... cash regesters not secured ... i was like thats crazy and dudes wanking off in the bathroom.. ... then 2 days later ...another graveyard dude flipped out and treathening another employee calling him a bich and for him to go out cleaning the cappuchino mashines like a bitch he is and threatening to beat him up .. and so dude that was threatend called manager while he was locked up in the office and other dude banging and kicking on the door to come the f***k out ... so he called the police ...meanwhile customers just take whatever they want and walk out without paying and shit just hit the fan when police came ... so dude got fierd ... or he said he quit ..lol... Today i woke up and went down to fat burger to use the wi fi .. and i was skyping with modd for a copple of hours ... Hes my galaxy ... and now im updating Java so i can watch Oblivion online ... gotto see it since everyone talking bout it ... Modd is due to wake up soon too and it is getting late here so im hoping i will have time ... well so far so good ..... ta taaa ... c u Later....
Friday, February 15, 2013
Time travelers
Today i desided to start blogging ... well whenever i get a chance i guess ... I been thinking bout time traveling ...
What happens to ur current body when u travel back in time, and whos to say the person who steps out in the past carries the same consciousness as the one who went in???? And if you change the past does it have to be in a way that doesn't change the present or are u creating or traversing alternate universes in which the present is not fixed??? Hmmm just had me thinking .. What would u do if u had a time travel mashine ??
And if u were to travel back in time and kill one of your ancestors uve only killed that person in one universe, which is no longer the universe that you exist in. And if u then try to travel back to your own time u may end up in another parallel universe and never be able to get back to the universe yu started in.....The idea here is that every action causes the creation of a new universe, and that there are an infinite number of universes that exist.... If you killed your ancestor u created a new universe a universe that was identical to your own up until the time you changed the original events .... just like the movie butterfly effect ....
What would u do if u had a time machine???
What would u change if u could change anything?
Prevent assassinations? Not do the thing that made u break up with your significant other? Prevent diseases? And I dont want to see the typical things like going forward in time to get the winning lottery numbers!!!!! Hahahahaha we all want that ....
Me ...might i add ... my time travel machine would go into the future, not just the past. Id never go more than three days into the future...... Id pick up the Paper, do some surfing at an on-line cafe, then go back to my present time and clean up in the stock market....
Id be careful not to do stuff before I was born.... It might mess with how my parents met... Maybe mom would have met a different guy and "POOF!!!" I disappear.....
What would u change if u could change anything?
Prevent assassinations? Not do the thing that made u break up with your significant other? Prevent diseases? And I dont want to see the typical things like going forward in time to get the winning lottery numbers!!!!! Hahahahaha we all want that ....
Me ...might i add ... my time travel machine would go into the future, not just the past. Id never go more than three days into the future...... Id pick up the Paper, do some surfing at an on-line cafe, then go back to my present time and clean up in the stock market....
Id be careful not to do stuff before I was born.... It might mess with how my parents met... Maybe mom would have met a different guy and "POOF!!!" I disappear.....
Chaos theory / butterfly effect suggests that changing events more than a few years back would scramble present reality to the point where we would just have another awful world situation instead of the current one... Have u guys seen the butterfly effect ..the movies??
Each time he goes back in time tryna fix whats wrong and save his gfriend..the present is worse ... It would be hard not to worry about very clever people, governments, fellow time travellers, more advanced civilizaitons, and supernatural being just a little ahead of your game....
Each time he goes back in time tryna fix whats wrong and save his gfriend..the present is worse ... It would be hard not to worry about very clever people, governments, fellow time travellers, more advanced civilizaitons, and supernatural being just a little ahead of your game....
What happens to ur current body when u travel back in time, and whos to say the person who steps out in the past carries the same consciousness as the one who went in???? And if you change the past does it have to be in a way that doesn't change the present or are u creating or traversing alternate universes in which the present is not fixed??? Hmmm just had me thinking .. What would u do if u had a time travel mashine ??
Imagine going back to watch Jesus feed the 5000 with loaves and fishes, heal the blind, walk on water, and bring Lazarus back to life. If u wanted a definitive answer to the question of a his existence then ud have it after that...... If there were no miracles, you could go back to your own time and reorder ur life accordingly...... However, if, as I believe, there is a God and Jesus is His Son, how incredible would it be to see Him in person? To hear His voice speak your name? What else could u possibly do in your life that could match that experience????? Hahahahahah im full of thoughts dis eavning ....
Another thing i was thinking about was have u ever wondered how hot Cleopatra was compared to women today???? Wouldnt u like to see for urself???? What would dinner with Genghis Khan or Alexander the Great be like????? What if u could talk philosophy with Socrates or Confucius???? Imagine convincing Michelangelo to do a painting for u or sitting in the audience as Ludwig van Beethoven plays...... How amazing would it be to talk about science with Einstein or psychology with Sigmund Freud? I relli want a time machine ... lol
Also if we are ever able to develop a workable theory for time travel we would open up the ability to create very complicated problems called paradoxes... A paradox is defined as something that contradicts itself........lets say, for the sake of argument, that u could travel back to a time before you were born. The mere fact that u could exist in a time before u were born creates a paradox. If you were born in 1960, how could you exist in 1955???
And if u were to travel back in time and kill one of your ancestors uve only killed that person in one universe, which is no longer the universe that you exist in. And if u then try to travel back to your own time u may end up in another parallel universe and never be able to get back to the universe yu started in.....The idea here is that every action causes the creation of a new universe, and that there are an infinite number of universes that exist.... If you killed your ancestor u created a new universe a universe that was identical to your own up until the time you changed the original events .... just like the movie butterfly effect ....
Interestingly Stephen Hawking once opposed the idea of time travel...... He even claimed he had evidence against it. If time travel existed, he said, then we would have been visited by tourists from the future. Since we see no tourists from the future, ergo: time travel is not possible. Because of the enormous amount of work done by theoretical physicists within the last 5 years or so, Hawking has since changed his mind, and now believes that time travel is possible ... but do we relli wanna see theese these tourists from the future???????
Thats all for today folks ...See u in the future/past ... maby ....
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